soooo i fell off the face of the earth , but I’m back and still losing down to 187 not as small as i hoped butt not bad at all .
I was sick all week no gym , eating whatever I felt like -_- I need to get back to the gym lost the ” I feel skinny ” feeling :/
Relationships are harder now because conversations became texting, arguments became phone calls , feelings became subliminal messages online . Sex became easy, the word “love” gets used out of context, insecurities have become your way of thinking . Getting jealous became a habit, trust has been lost, cheating became an accident, leaving became the only option & being hurt became natural.